G.O.N.E

iT'S BEN ALMOST 3 WEEKS NAH & WE ARE STiLL BROKEN UP.  i NEVA THOUGHT THT DiS DAi WOULD COME FOR ME TO SEE HiM N A RELATiONSHiP WiTH ANOTHA GiRL.  i WOULDNT B TAKiN iT SO HARD iF iT WASNT FOR DHA SiMPLE FACT THT i HATE THT FREAKiN GiRL.  HER iNTENTiONS iIS TO TAKE HiM OUTTA MAH LYPH FOR GOOD, & i THiNK SHE HAS ACCOMPLiSHED iT.  iTS STiLL CRAZi HOW HE ALWAiIZ SAYiN HE LOVES ME & THT NOBODi WiLL EVA TAKE MAH PLACE... BT AT DHA SAME TIME, iT ONLi TOOK HiM UP TA 2 WEEKS TA MOVE ON.  DHA FEELiNG THT i HAVE RiTE NAH R SO UNDESCRiBABLE.  iT JUSS FEELS LiKE MAH HEART HAS BEEN RiPPED OUT & i WNNA B ALONE ON DiIS EARTH  :(  MAH BABY'S FATHER iS STiLL N DHA PiCTURE & i DNT  PLAN ON HiM LEAViN iT... AT LEAST FOR DHA NXT 18 YEARS!  i JUSS CNT C MAH SELF WiD HiM RiTE NAH & ALL BECUSS i AM STiLL STUCK ON TiM.  i FEEL LiKE A EMOTiONAL TRAiNWRECK RiTE ABOUT NAH.  i USUALLi HAVE SUMONE TA GO TA, BT i FEEL LiKE i CNT DO THT ANYMORE.  iT'S NT REALLi IDHA TRUST iSSUES. iTS JUSS DHA SiMPLE FACT THT i DNT WNT iT TA SEEM LiKE i NEED A BOiFRAN TA COMPLETE.  i WOULDNT CALL TiM JUSS A BOiFRAN THO... HE'S WAi MORE DAN THT.  HE MADE ME REALiZE THT LOVE REALLi DOES EXiST, & AT THE TiME, i HAD HiM & DiDNT NEED ANYONE ELSE.  HE MADE ME REALiZE THT iF i COULD ONLi HAVE ONE THiNG iN LiFE, iT WOULD B HiM.  BEiN WID HiM FOR ALMOST 3 YEARS SHOWED ME A LOT.  i DiDNT WNT US TA EVA END, BT i GUESS THT'S JUSS A PART OF LiFE. SAD TA SAi... HE'S GONE! 

BORiNNN

MAH DAi DiDNT START OFF TOO WELL TODAi... MAH BUS DRiVER DiDNT CUM PiCK ME & MAH BROTHER UP DiS MORNiN SO MAH SiSTA HADA GET OUT DHA BED & BRiNG US lOl.  TiM STARTED AGGERVATiN ME DHA MOMENT HE WALKED iN DHA GYM... UGHH, WHT A PEST.  ME, KATiE, DRUCiLLA, & DUSTiN HAD A NiCE LiL CONVERSATiON ON DHA WAi TA LUNCH TODAi.  iDK WHT TA TELL HiM, BECUSS iM KiNDA GOiN THRU DHA SAME THiNG RiTE NOW.  BT ANYWAiZ, i IGUESS i'LL GO TA DRAMA HiGH'S BASKETBALL GAME TONiTE & SUPPORT MAH BROTHA  <3  GUESS i'LL JUSS DROP Bi AGAiN TOMORROW. ALL SMiLES  :))
                                                                                                                      -CHEYENNE**

i WNT A REFUND lOl

TODAi WAS AN ALRiTE DAi... i TRiED MAH BEST TA iGNORE TiM, BT HE REFUSES TA LEAVE ME ALONE. iDK WHY i HAVE SUCH AN EFFECT ON ME lOl.  ME ND MARViN FLiRTED AROUND A LiTTLE TODAi.  GOSHHH, i HOPE THOSE FEELiNGS DNT CME BACK FRM 3 YEARS AGO.  BT ANYWAiZ, WE HAD A PLAi 6TH HOUR THT COST US $3 TO ATTEND. MN, iT ONLi LASTED FOR ABOUT 25-30 MiNUTES. i WNT A REFUND lOl....
                                                                                                                         - CHEYENNE**

SO MUCH PAiN

TODAi WAS A GOOD DAi FOR ME UNTiL i GOT iN 4TH HOUR.  i IWAS TLD Bi SOMEONE THT TiM HAD DiD SUMTHiN HORRiBLE THT COULD GET HiM N A LOT OF TROUBLE.  AT FiRST i DiDNT UNDERSTAND DHA STORY, & i AM STiLL KiINDA CONFUSED ABOUT DHA WHOLE SiTUATiON.  i UNDERSTAND 100 PERCENT THT iTS NT TRUE, BT i JUSS DNT GET Y SHE WOULD LiE ABOUT SUMTHiN LiKE THT.  SHE MADE DHA SiTUATiON WAi WORSE DAN WHT iT WAS.  i AM LiKE SO TORN RiTE NOW THT HE MiTE B GETTiN SUSPENDED FOR DHA REST OF DHA SCHOOL YEAR.  HE HAS BEN THRU SO MUCH, & HEARiN DiS WNT MAKE iT ANY BETTA.  HE ONLi KNOWS HALF OF DHA STUFF THT iS GOiN ON BECUSS HE WAS SiCK & DiDNT ATTEND SCHOOL TODAi.  ALL i COULD SAi iS THT i HOPE NOTHiNG GOES WRONG & THT HE WiLL GET TA STAi iN SCHOOL.

.....iTS CRAZi HOW YOUR SO CALLED FRiENDS COULD JUSS TURN ON YU.  UGHH, LiFE GOES ON THO.
                                                                                                                      -CHEYENNE**

MY THANKSGiViNG BREAK

WELL i DiDNT GET TA BLOG YESTERDAi, SO iMA TELL YU ALL ABOUT MY THANKSGiViNG BREAK.  WELL, DHA DAi WE GOT OUT OF SCHOOL, TiM CAME OVA TO MAH HOUSE.  HiS iNTENTiONS WERE TO JUSS SPEND QUALiTY TiME WiD ME...i THiNK WE ALL KNO WHT THT MEANS lOl.  BT TURNS OUT THT MAH MAMA WAS THERE.  i HAD TO TELL HiM ABOUT DHA KiSS WiD JAMES BECUSS i FELT LiKE HE NEEDED TO KNO.  OF COURSE HE DiDNT TAKE DHA NEWS TOO WELL...i MEAN, WHO WOULD?  THT FOLLOWiNG SUNDAY, i WNT TO SPEND A COUPLE OF HOURS WiD MAH BABY'S FATHER & HiS MOTHER.  BT ANYHOW, i STAYED AT HME DHA DAiZ BE4 DHA THANKSGiViNG DAi.  ON THANKSGiViNG DAi, i WNT TO MAH AUNT'S HOUSE & SPENT A LiTTLE TiME WiD MAH FAM[iLY].  WE USUALLi DNT GET ALONE, BT WE GOT ALONE PRETTi GUD THT DAi  :)  BEFORE iT GOT DARK, EVERYBODi GOT READi TA LEAVE...iT WAS HARD SAYiN GOOD-BYE TA ALL OF OUR FAMiLY MEMBERS THT HAD CAME A LONG WAY.  AFTER ALL, i THiNK FAMiLY iS ALL i NEED WEN iT COMES TO AN END  :)))

WHAT DiD i JUSS DO??

REALLi... LiKE OUT OF ALL DHA PEOPLE, DiS HADA HAPPEN TA ME lOl.  i AM SOOO SPEECHLESS RiTE NOW.  i MEAN... iM NT COMPLAiNiN BECUSS DHA KiSS WAS AWESUMMM ALL THREE TiMES  :)  BT DHA WORSE PART iS DAT iM STiLL DATiIN TiM & THEY ARE LiKE DHA WORSE OF ENEMiES AT DiS FREAKiN SCHOOL... & ALL BECUSS OF KATiE.  SHE iS NOW DATiN JAMES, DHA BOi i MADE OUT WiD TODAi. HAHA, SHE'S GETTiN EXACTLi WHT SHE DESERVEEE lOl.  AT DiS POiNT, iM NT REGRETTiN ANYTHiNG DAT HAPPENED TODAi AT ALL...NT EVEN DHA FACT THT ME & TiM GOT iNTO A HUGE ARGUMENT BEFORE LUNCH.  DiS BOi REALLi NEEDS AN ATTiTUDE ADJUSTMENT & ALSO A REALiTY CHECK. & MAH JOB HERE iS DNE.., STiLL ALL SMiLES  :)))
                                                                                                                              -CHEYENNE**

JUSS ANOTHA DAi

MY DAi HAD STARTED OFF SO HORRiBLE...MORNiN SiICKNESS JUSS WNT STAi OUT OF MY LiFE JUSS YET lOl.  i HAD MANi THOUGHTS ABOUT NT CUMiN TA SCHOOL, BT i CNT AFFORD TA MiSS MANi DAiS.  UNSUPRiSiNGLY, i CAME TO SCHOOL WiD AN ATTiTUDE & DiDNT WNNA B BOTHERED WiD TiM... WE STiLL GOT ALONE PRETTY GUD TODAi.  BT ANYWAiZ, ME & EMMA HAVE GOTTEN A LiTTLE CLOSER iN DHA LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS & i THiNK THT iS A GUD THANG.  i MEAN, iT DOESN'T HURT TA HAVE ONE MORE CLOSE FRiEND.  WELLL, iT SEEMS LiKE MY LiFE iS GETTiN A LiTTLE BETTA EVERYDAi WEN iT SHOULD B DHA OTHA WAi AROUND.  BT HEY, iM NT COMPLAiNiN  :)  i'M GONNA GO HME & TRY TA SEE iF i COULD GET TA SPEND A LiTTLE QUALiTY TiME WiD TiM TODAi AFTA SCHOOL. GUESS iM DNE HERE..,  TOODLES!
                                                                                                                 -CHEYENNE**