G.O.N.E

iT'S BEN ALMOST 3 WEEKS NAH & WE ARE STiLL BROKEN UP.  i NEVA THOUGHT THT DiS DAi WOULD COME FOR ME TO SEE HiM N A RELATiONSHiP WiTH ANOTHA GiRL.  i WOULDNT B TAKiN iT SO HARD iF iT WASNT FOR DHA SiMPLE FACT THT i HATE THT FREAKiN GiRL.  HER iNTENTiONS iIS TO TAKE HiM OUTTA MAH LYPH FOR GOOD, & i THiNK SHE HAS ACCOMPLiSHED iT.  iTS STiLL CRAZi HOW HE ALWAiIZ SAYiN HE LOVES ME & THT NOBODi WiLL EVA TAKE MAH PLACE... BT AT DHA SAME TIME, iT ONLi TOOK HiM UP TA 2 WEEKS TA MOVE ON.  DHA FEELiNG THT i HAVE RiTE NAH R SO UNDESCRiBABLE.  iT JUSS FEELS LiKE MAH HEART HAS BEEN RiPPED OUT & i WNNA B ALONE ON DiIS EARTH  :(  MAH BABY'S FATHER iS STiLL N DHA PiCTURE & i DNT  PLAN ON HiM LEAViN iT... AT LEAST FOR DHA NXT 18 YEARS!  i JUSS CNT C MAH SELF WiD HiM RiTE NAH & ALL BECUSS i AM STiLL STUCK ON TiM.  i FEEL LiKE A EMOTiONAL TRAiNWRECK RiTE ABOUT NAH.  i USUALLi HAVE SUMONE TA GO TA, BT i FEEL LiKE i CNT DO THT ANYMORE.  iT'S NT REALLi IDHA TRUST iSSUES. iTS JUSS DHA SiMPLE FACT THT i DNT WNT iT TA SEEM LiKE i NEED A BOiFRAN TA COMPLETE.  i WOULDNT CALL TiM JUSS A BOiFRAN THO... HE'S WAi MORE DAN THT.  HE MADE ME REALiZE THT LOVE REALLi DOES EXiST, & AT THE TiME, i HAD HiM & DiDNT NEED ANYONE ELSE.  HE MADE ME REALiZE THT iF i COULD ONLi HAVE ONE THiNG iN LiFE, iT WOULD B HiM.  BEiN WID HiM FOR ALMOST 3 YEARS SHOWED ME A LOT.  i DiDNT WNT US TA EVA END, BT i GUESS THT'S JUSS A PART OF LiFE. SAD TA SAi... HE'S GONE!