G.O.N.E

iT'S BEN ALMOST 3 WEEKS NAH & WE ARE STiLL BROKEN UP.  i NEVA THOUGHT THT DiS DAi WOULD COME FOR ME TO SEE HiM N A RELATiONSHiP WiTH ANOTHA GiRL.  i WOULDNT B TAKiN iT SO HARD iF iT WASNT FOR DHA SiMPLE FACT THT i HATE THT FREAKiN GiRL.  HER iNTENTiONS iIS TO TAKE HiM OUTTA MAH LYPH FOR GOOD, & i THiNK SHE HAS ACCOMPLiSHED iT.  iTS STiLL CRAZi HOW HE ALWAiIZ SAYiN HE LOVES ME & THT NOBODi WiLL EVA TAKE MAH PLACE... BT AT DHA SAME TIME, iT ONLi TOOK HiM UP TA 2 WEEKS TA MOVE ON.  DHA FEELiNG THT i HAVE RiTE NAH R SO UNDESCRiBABLE.  iT JUSS FEELS LiKE MAH HEART HAS BEEN RiPPED OUT & i WNNA B ALONE ON DiIS EARTH  :(  MAH BABY'S FATHER iS STiLL N DHA PiCTURE & i DNT  PLAN ON HiM LEAViN iT... AT LEAST FOR DHA NXT 18 YEARS!  i JUSS CNT C MAH SELF WiD HiM RiTE NAH & ALL BECUSS i AM STiLL STUCK ON TiM.  i FEEL LiKE A EMOTiONAL TRAiNWRECK RiTE ABOUT NAH.  i USUALLi HAVE SUMONE TA GO TA, BT i FEEL LiKE i CNT DO THT ANYMORE.  iT'S NT REALLi IDHA TRUST iSSUES. iTS JUSS DHA SiMPLE FACT THT i DNT WNT iT TA SEEM LiKE i NEED A BOiFRAN TA COMPLETE.  i WOULDNT CALL TiM JUSS A BOiFRAN THO... HE'S WAi MORE DAN THT.  HE MADE ME REALiZE THT LOVE REALLi DOES EXiST, & AT THE TiME, i HAD HiM & DiDNT NEED ANYONE ELSE.  HE MADE ME REALiZE THT iF i COULD ONLi HAVE ONE THiNG iN LiFE, iT WOULD B HiM.  BEiN WID HiM FOR ALMOST 3 YEARS SHOWED ME A LOT.  i DiDNT WNT US TA EVA END, BT i GUESS THT'S JUSS A PART OF LiFE. SAD TA SAi... HE'S GONE! 

BORiNNN

MAH DAi DiDNT START OFF TOO WELL TODAi... MAH BUS DRiVER DiDNT CUM PiCK ME & MAH BROTHER UP DiS MORNiN SO MAH SiSTA HADA GET OUT DHA BED & BRiNG US lOl.  TiM STARTED AGGERVATiN ME DHA MOMENT HE WALKED iN DHA GYM... UGHH, WHT A PEST.  ME, KATiE, DRUCiLLA, & DUSTiN HAD A NiCE LiL CONVERSATiON ON DHA WAi TA LUNCH TODAi.  iDK WHT TA TELL HiM, BECUSS iM KiNDA GOiN THRU DHA SAME THiNG RiTE NOW.  BT ANYWAiZ, i IGUESS i'LL GO TA DRAMA HiGH'S BASKETBALL GAME TONiTE & SUPPORT MAH BROTHA  <3  GUESS i'LL JUSS DROP Bi AGAiN TOMORROW. ALL SMiLES  :))
                                                                                                                      -CHEYENNE**

i WNT A REFUND lOl

TODAi WAS AN ALRiTE DAi... i TRiED MAH BEST TA iGNORE TiM, BT HE REFUSES TA LEAVE ME ALONE. iDK WHY i HAVE SUCH AN EFFECT ON ME lOl.  ME ND MARViN FLiRTED AROUND A LiTTLE TODAi.  GOSHHH, i HOPE THOSE FEELiNGS DNT CME BACK FRM 3 YEARS AGO.  BT ANYWAiZ, WE HAD A PLAi 6TH HOUR THT COST US $3 TO ATTEND. MN, iT ONLi LASTED FOR ABOUT 25-30 MiNUTES. i WNT A REFUND lOl....
                                                                                                                         - CHEYENNE**

SO MUCH PAiN

TODAi WAS A GOOD DAi FOR ME UNTiL i GOT iN 4TH HOUR.  i IWAS TLD Bi SOMEONE THT TiM HAD DiD SUMTHiN HORRiBLE THT COULD GET HiM N A LOT OF TROUBLE.  AT FiRST i DiDNT UNDERSTAND DHA STORY, & i AM STiLL KiINDA CONFUSED ABOUT DHA WHOLE SiTUATiON.  i UNDERSTAND 100 PERCENT THT iTS NT TRUE, BT i JUSS DNT GET Y SHE WOULD LiE ABOUT SUMTHiN LiKE THT.  SHE MADE DHA SiTUATiON WAi WORSE DAN WHT iT WAS.  i AM LiKE SO TORN RiTE NOW THT HE MiTE B GETTiN SUSPENDED FOR DHA REST OF DHA SCHOOL YEAR.  HE HAS BEN THRU SO MUCH, & HEARiN DiS WNT MAKE iT ANY BETTA.  HE ONLi KNOWS HALF OF DHA STUFF THT iS GOiN ON BECUSS HE WAS SiCK & DiDNT ATTEND SCHOOL TODAi.  ALL i COULD SAi iS THT i HOPE NOTHiNG GOES WRONG & THT HE WiLL GET TA STAi iN SCHOOL.

.....iTS CRAZi HOW YOUR SO CALLED FRiENDS COULD JUSS TURN ON YU.  UGHH, LiFE GOES ON THO.
                                                                                                                      -CHEYENNE**